Beautiful Boy- A Father-s Journey Through His S... -

Rating: ★★★★★ (Essential reading) Genre: Memoir / Psychology / Parenting Trigger Warnings: Drug use, relapse, emotional distress

What starts as casual experimentation with alcohol and pot in high school spirals into a consuming addiction to crystal meth. Sheff documents the rollercoaster with journalistic precision and paternal anguish. One week, Nic is clean, playing guitar, and attending family dinners. The next, he is stealing from his little brothers’ piggy banks, lying about his whereabouts, and disappearing into the seedy motels of San Francisco. 1. It Destroys the "Bad Kid" Myth. We tend to imagine addicts as shadowy figures on a park bench, not the kid who scored the winning goal in soccer. Sheff forces us to reconcile the two. He never lets us forget that Nic is still in there—the boy who loved Vonnegut, who cried during sad movies, who desperately wanted to be normal. The addiction is the monster, not the child. Beautiful Boy- A Father-s Journey Through His S...

This is not a story about a father who "saves" his son. Sheff tries everything: therapy, rehab, tough love, gentle love, bailing him out of jail, refusing to bail him out. He is an expert researcher, yet he is a completely powerless father. He writes: “I wanted to scream: ‘I’ll do anything. I’ll die. I’ll kill. I’ll sell my soul. I’ll give up everything I own. I’ll do anything you ask. Just stop.’” The next, he is stealing from his little