Give me the light. Give me the dark. Give me back the woman I killed to become this hollow, walking ghost.
But I? I am awake. I am always awake now. Lady Macbeth
How young I was. How monstrously, magnificently young. Give me the light
Do you remember the letter? The letter that arrived like a second skin, telling of three weird sisters and a prophecy that tasted like destiny. My husband—my dear husband—he was too full of the milk of human kindness. He wanted greatness, yes, but he wanted it to fall upon him like a gentle rain. He would be holy and he would be king. He could not see that the crown is not given. It is taken . I saw the shortest path. I saw the dagger in the dark. And I loved him for his weakness because it meant I would be his strength. How young I was
But somewhere in those long nights, something inside me began to… change. It started as a scent. Blood. Not on my hands—we had washed them a thousand times—but behind my skin. Under my fingernails. In the back of my throat. I would wake at three in the morning, certain I could taste copper and iron and old, rusted regret. I stopped sleeping. Or rather, I stopped dreaming . My dreams had become a locked room, and I had thrown away the key.